That sounds like a tough place to be. I grew up in a very religious based town, and it took until I was an adult to start accepting the fact that yes, I like men AND women, and that it was OK. No matter what you decide, just know that whatever you find out about yourself, whether it's just curiousness, you find you are bisexual, or gay, that it's ok, and that you have a right to be who you are. As far as your family goes, it may take them a long time to come around, and sadly some never do. But sometimes people do surprise you. I know people who were scared to tell their parents, because they were very religious, but after they came out, their parents accepted that this was who their son/daughter was. Good luck with everything, I wish you the best!