Well, few days ago I saw her on the street and she liked my hairstyle, she said I look like myself, not someone else.I didn't talk to her about homosexuals, but I think that she knows something. But, I'm still too scared and confused to come out to her....
You probably just have other things on your mind. Have you switched to a gay friendly therapist? If not, tell your current therapist who is pushing "change" that you want to talk about other things and stay off the sexuality topic.
You can't think out whether you are gay or not. It is something built into your dna that you feel on an instinctual level. Relax with it for now.
I can't emphasize enough that you need to stop talking to the therapist who is trying to "cure" you of lesbianism. That is utter bullshit.
In my opinion she isn't any good for you. She is trying to "convert" you and that isn't healthy. Please try to get your mom to allow you to see that therapist I mentioned in an earlier thread or just refuse to go. You feel confused because just when you were succeeding in being yourself, your going to a therapist who is trying to brainwash you.
I thought she was talking to you about some other issues as well. If all she/he is trying to do is to convert you, then you need to stop going. seriously - she will mess your head up.
I talked with my teacher, she was really supportive and helpful, it's the best teacher in the world!
And, LGBT United Macedonia will make a Pride in Macedonia in 2013 year. This week couldn't be more nice!