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|Hey, I don't know if this is the right place, but it felt right. I'm a gender queer man and i'm also attracted women.
I've always identified with women, ever since i was in 1st grade. I was told to stop braiding my friend's hair and other "feminine" things that I felt comfortable doing because it was "inappropriate".
I'm just wondering if there's a place for me in this world or if I can ever be accepted for being this way. I want to be in a relationship with a girl that I can be feminine with.
The biggest thing is that I've found myself only attracted to vaginas. I've never fantasized about penises and when I experimented to see if I was gay, I learned pretty fast I wasn't. I have a crush on one guy, but he is an effeminate "twink". I just can't make myself be attracted to him sexually...
My best friend (also a lesbian) says I should try to date him to really see if I'm gay, but it just doesn't feel right.
I want to be feminine and date women. It makes me feel comfortable in my own skin for the first time in my life. I want my male body, but I don't want to be a man as an identity...I just don't know what to do...