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 Posted: 2012-07-04 07:41 pm
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Just a fun loving cuddly chub

Joined: 2012-06-15
Location: Arkansas USA
Posts: 45
Ok...confession time! I think I'm a bit smitten with this guy! I'm gonna call him Fred to protect his identity. He's the guy from the musical an I think I'm starting to have a crush on him in a big way. He's all I can think about now and I find myself longing for him to give me another back rub (and maybe something a bit more intimate). Heck when he was rubbing my lower back las night it was all I could do to keep from "pitching a tent" or turning around and assaulting him. I'm nervous about it though because 1 he's still in college and I know he'll be going back in a few weeks, 2 I still have the wife that won't let go of me, even though I've told her I'm not romantically attached to her anymore, an 3, apart from certain members of my family, our pastor, and one other close friend of mine, no one else knows that I'm gay! And I thought trying to pretend to be a straight man was rough! Sheesh!

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm suppose to be
In a land of make believe
That don' believe in me

"Jesus of Suburbia" --Green Day
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