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 Posted: 2012-07-03 01:19 pm
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Just a fun loving cuddly chub

Joined: 2012-06-15
Location: Arkansas USA
Posts: 45
Well.. I don't know about completely going back in the closet. I had something really strange happen last night. I'm part of the cast of the summer musical at our local art center and I have to confess there is a guy who is also a member of the cast who I find quite attractive. Now he nor anyone else involved in the musical knows of my recent revelation, but last night this guy, who I've come to be really good friends with over the course of the past couple of months, did a couple of things that at first I didn't think too much about, but as I've gone over it in my mind, it really has my curiosity up. First of all, he said something to the effect of "you and I haven't had our time together tonight" in front of quiet a few people. At first I thought he was jus goofing but the more I think of it I'm not as sure, especially in light of what happened next. In between scenes he came up to me and started giving me a shoulder and back rub. At first I didn't think nothing of that either, after all he has done this for several other cast members both male and female. So I thought he was just being friendly. But as I coupled that with what he said, and the fact that I've never had a guy give me a back rub, it makes me wonder if there isn't something more there. I'm feeling a little embarrassed about it for one because he is much younger than me ( by 15 years) and two I'm still with my wife. But other than that, it felt really good an natural. But maybe I'm reading too much into this.

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm suppose to be
In a land of make believe
That don' believe in me

"Jesus of Suburbia" --Green Day
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