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 Posted: 2012-06-21 02:57 pm
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Just a fun loving cuddly chub

Joined: 2012-06-15
Location: Arkansas USA
Posts: 45
THIS IS KILLING ME!!!! Inside I know that I am attracted to men, even if I've never had in sort of physical relationship with another man. I have done everything I know to do to try and change this, to ignore it, to make it go away an nothing works. I have told her that I do love her but I'm not in love with her. I've told her that I can't even get aroused without thinking about another man. I've told her that I will still support her an the kids, but she keeps fighting me on all of this and saying she knows beyond anything that I am in love with her and have been from day one and she's not going to let me leave. She's even hinted that if I leave her she's going to kill herself. I can't have that on my conscience for the rest of my life!! I am going out of mind!!!

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm suppose to be
In a land of make believe
That don' believe in me

"Jesus of Suburbia" --Green Day
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