|View single post by loginnow|
|Posted: 2015-02-13 06:35 pm||
|We all do understand what are you going through. It's really difficult path that you have go through fearlessly.
I think that your girlfriend is an amazing person, that has unique ability of understanding.
My suggestion is simple: try it out. Go to apps like grindr or adam4adam. Try to meet guys. That's the only way you can understand if you are interested in them or it's just a phase of your fantasies.
I doubt that you are gay. If you have been in a relationship with a woman for almost 10 years and have enjoyed it than you are bi.
You can also ask your girlfriend to be kinky with you. Maybe if you see her dominating over you that will cast some more light into your interests.
Whatever you do with guys in grindr or anywhere else, please, make sure that you have condoms. You don't want any STDs. Practice safe sex. You never know what they have been up to before that.
I would not recommend to start a relationship with a guy because it will complicate things up. First try sex. If you will enjoy the sex, then you have to try the relationship. Otherwise it's a mute point.
Good luck to you. I wish you all the best. Hope you will figure out who you are and will enjoy yourself.