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|Sounds like you have a consistent history of exploring with men. Bisexuality is hard to bury. It will always come back. There are different levels of bisexuality. Some people lean more toward being straight, with a little bi influence, others are more solidly bi.
You owe it to your wife to figure out who you are. She deserves an honest relationship. This will not go away so you must explore.
Whatever you find out, know that you are just fine the way you are and being honest with your wife is the most loving path to take.