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 Posted: 2013-03-05 10:15 pm
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SoundofSapphire

 

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It's been slowly happening for a while. I've known since my mid-teens that I was bisexual, but I never really acted on it. I'm 21 now, and I've had one serious relationship with a girl, but over the past few weeks, I've noticed a serious change. I'm feeling less and less attracted to men and more attracted to women to the point where I don't even consider talking to men on a particular social networking site I've been part of that is very open with communication, sending messages to people, starting conversations, sending virtual gifts to each other, playing games together, etc. However, whenever I get a message from a guy, I'm so uninterested that I don't even bother to open it. I just delete it. I only want to talk to other girls and women. Why is this a problem? I have a boyfriend, and we've been together for the past six months. He's essentially everything I could ask for in a boyfriend, but I'm finding myself less and less attracted to him. Cuddling is fine. I'm okay with kissing to a point. But I no longer want to have sex with him at all, and we used to have sex all the time. It's not that I don't want to be with him. It's not that I don't just want to make love to him. I just don't want want to be with him because he's a man. I'm wondering if this is a phase. I'm bipolar, so my mood changes a lot, even though I've had professional help and been medicated for years, but nothing like this has ever happened before, and it happened so quickly, within a month. Now, I don't know what to do. Should I wait it out and see how I feel a couple months from now? I mean, it's not like I can go behind his back and cheat on him to find out if being with a woman is what I really want. At this point, I have no idea what to do. It doesn't help that he is severely depressed and doesn't want to talk to or be with anyone right now. I feel like laying this on him now might push him over the edge. I'm so lost. I'm so confused. I have no idea what to do or where to even start.

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